Monday, November 30, 2009

O-N-E

It amazing how one word, at times, encapsulates every intricacy of your life, how one person simply completes you, how one moment defines you, how one mistake destroys you...
"One" is such an amazing quantity. It always this "one" in the whole wide universe that makes the difference ... rest don't matter! How this "one" changes your life altogether ... and come to think of it ... "one" is just a bit more than none!!!

Sunday, October 4, 2009

Favour Bank

A very interesting excerpt from the book “The Zahir” by Paulo Coelho

What is this Favour Bank?
You Know. Everyone knows.
Possibly, but I still haven’t quite grasped what you’re saying
It was an American writer who first mentioned it. It’s the most powerful bank in the world, and you’ll find it in every sphere of life
Yes, But I come from a country without a literary traditions. What Favours could I do for anyone?
That doesn’t matter in the least. Let me give you an example: I know that you’re an up-and-coming write and that, one day, you’ll be very influential. I know this, because, like you, I too was once ambitious, independent, honest. I no longer have the energy I once had, but I want to help you because I can’t or don’t want to grind to a halt just yet. I’m not dreaming about retirement, I am still dreaming about the fascinating struggle that is life, power and glory.
I start making deposits in your account – not cash deposits you understand, but contacts. I introduce you to such and such a person, I arrange certain deals, as long as they are legal. You know that you owe me something, but I never ask you for anything.
And then one day…
Exactly. One day, I’ll ask you for a Favour and you could, of course, say NO, but you are conscious of being in my debt. You do what I ask, I continue to help you, and other people see that you are a decent, loyal sort of person and so they too make a deposit in your account – always in the form of contacts because this world is made up of contacts and nothing else. They too will one day ask you for a Favour, and you’ll respect and help the people who have helped you, and, in time, you’ll have spread your net worldwide, you’ll know everyone you need to know and your influence will keep on growing.
I could refuse to do what you ask me to do
You could. The Favour Bank is a risky investment, just like any other bank. You refuse to grant me the Favour I asked you, in the belief that I helped you because you deserved to be helped, because you are the best and everyone should automatically recognize your talent. Fine, I say thank you very much and ask someone else into whose account I’ve also made various deposits; but from then on, everyone knows, without me having to say a word, that you are not to be trusted.
You’ll grow only half as much as you could be grown, and certainly not as much as you would have liked to. At a certain point, your life will begin to decline, you got halfway, but not all the way, you are half-happy and half-sad, neither frustrated, not fulfilled. You’re neither cold not hot, you’re lukewarm, and as an evangelist in some holy book says: “Lukewarm things are not pleasing to the palate”

Thursday, June 4, 2009

What is Love?

Love is a very interesting concept.  Tautology is something that is always true and Contradiction is something that is never true. Love is somewhere in between. Love is something I would call “contradictory tautology”. In love, you are willing to give away everything without expecting anything in return, peak of selflessness. Yet, you would never share your love and be very possessive, peak of selfishness. A test of love is separation; it’s like absence is to love as wind is to fire, it extinguishes the small and kindles the great!

Friday, March 27, 2009

Kaho ab kya kahun tum say

Kaho ab kya kahun tum say
Batao kya likhun tum ko
Mujhay tamheed do koi
Mujhay umeed do koi
Naya ik lafz ho koi
Jahan say baat chal niklay
Meri mushkil ka hal niklay
Batao lehja kaisa ho
Keh tum say baat karni hai
Kaho ab kya irada hai
Mujhay izhar karna hai
Keh tum ko yeh batana hai
Keh aksar yaad aatay ho!

Monday, February 23, 2009

KSE's new website

I just came across the very new face of www.kse.com.pk ... all the fancy stuff like java scripting (i guess its AJAX or whatever techy stuff) ... it seems much faster that before ... i guess all attributed to AJAX ... which makes it feeel fast! All in all ... a good change and a much needed one ... check it out HERE

Saturday, January 3, 2009

Not-so-much a press release (Citi-IoBM collaboration)

Sunday, the 21st of December, 2008, brightest students from every corner of Pakistan convened to attend a seminar on risk management sponsored by Citi Foundation and held by IoBM Karachi. That day onwards, correct me if I am wrong and I speak on behalf of everyone, all the participants had times of their lives, an equilibrated mix of learning and fun, something that would go in bold in the book of memories.

We had the honor to interact with most esteemed guests like Mr Arif Usmani, Mr. Nadeem Hussain and many others, who shared with us the first hand knowledge of market and filled us in with the most pragmatic issues of the banking world. The real-life cases allowed us to link the theoretical base with the practical applications and bridged the gap between academics and professionalism.

On the fun side, we visited Lal Qila, Boat Basin, BBQ Tonite, Dreamworld, Kaybees, Golf Club, Sands pit and what not. The devotion of the organizers is more than just commendable. Dr. Faisal, Madam Khadija, Madam Khulood, Madam Samra and others, they all were very dedicated hosts and took very good care, specially of the people living in IoBM.
All in all, I hope this venture was just a beginning of a long term interaction and friendship and I wish all the luck for everyone

Following are some of the news links and press releases you may find over the internet regarding this seminar



Monday, November 3, 2008

How Much a Word Costs???

Something I wrote a few years ago ...

Standing in the middle of nowhere,
Walking under the sun, here and there.
Feeling restless, mind’s heavy,
Moon is one, though stars are many.
Want to say something,
But the words won’t support.
Damn, I’m so confused,
It’s like the connection’s lose.
It’s eating me out,
Can’t cry out loud.
What good be my words,
For them, I am just absurd.
Wanna ask just one thing,
Before I’m lost,
Damn it, tell me,
How much a word costs???

Sunday, November 2, 2008

Selfless or selfish?!?

A dictionary definition of selflessness is "showing unselfish concern for the welfare of others" and here unselfish means "disregarding your own advantages and welfare over those of others" ... easy isn't it!? No! Not at all ... there is no such thing as selflessness ... whatever we do ... wherever we go ... all those acts ... whether seemingly so or not ... are driven by selfishness.
It doesn't matter if you give charity ... it doesn't matter if you extend a hand for a noble cause ... everything is driven by selfish motives!
So, like, if you hurt yourself real bad just to stay away from someone, to protect them ... even that is not selfless ... infact this maybe THE MOST SELFISH act in the entire world! If you take a hit for someone who really doesn't know or care ... this still doesn't qualify for the same! Even if you bleed it out ... even if you suffocate ... even if it eats you all inside ... even if it takes away your sleep ... even if you become unresponsive to whatever is happening around you ... whatever the heck it is ... its damn selfish!

Friday, October 31, 2008

Changophobia

After this much while, I finally have enough build up to pour it down!
What I feel can be best described as a split! Something on my mind just keep bothering me over and over and at least seemingly, it seems as if its a ghost! I can't pin point what it is. But boy has it ruined my mood ... All this has pushed me in a state of uncertainty ... I don't like anything ... i can't decide what I want ... its like the worst feeling ever!
I know and am sure its temporary and with time ... it'll eventually go away ... just a good night's sleep or maybe two!
But under the abstraction ... maybe I know the reason ... I fear the change! I fear it because its not in my control ... its against my will ... it renders me helpless ... with nothing to hold onto ... but I guess ... this change ... for that matter ... any change is inevitable! My not wanting it won't stop it from happening ... my fear won't steer the fate away ... Somethings are destined to happen ... its only a matter of sooner or later ... and I guess I have held onto "later" long enough ... long enough that it has transitioned into "sooner" ... aah wish I could freeze time :-( ... But, don't have no choice no more ... gotta face it then ... peace out!

Tuesday, October 28, 2008

Bubble Economy : An Analogy

I came across this very interesting analogy of Bubble Economy ... nice read!

The following story is an analogy to a bubble economy. It was sent originally by a Professor of Finance. It was developed to help students understand the Senate testimony by Enron whistle-blower Sherron Watkins. This has been used routinely in an introductory course in financial accounting for MBA students.

Once there was a little island country. The land of this country was the tiny island itself. The total money in circulation was $2 as there were only two 1-dollar coins in circulation. There were 3 citizens living in this island country. A owned the land while B and C each owned a dollar.

1. B decides to purchase the land from A for $1. So, A and C now own $1 each while B owns a piece of land that is worth $1. The net asset of the country is $3.

2. C thinks that since there is only one piece of land in the country and land is an asset that cannot be produced, its value will definitely go up. So, he borrowed a dollar from A and together with his own dollar, he bought the land from B for $2. A has a loan to C of 1 dollar, so his net asset is $1. B
sold his land and $2, so his net asset is $2. C owns the piece of land worth 2 dollar but with his $1 debt to A, his net asset is $1.
The net assets of the country are $4.

3. A sees that the value of land he once owned has gone up. He regrets selling it. Luckily, he has a $1 loan to C. So he borrows $2 from B and acquires the land back from C for $3. The payment is made by the $2 in cash (which he borrowed) and cancellation of the $1 loan to C. A now owns a piece of land that is worth $3. But since he owes B $2, his net asset is $1. B loaned $2 to A, so his net asset is $2. C now has the two coins. His net asset is also $2. The net
asset of the country is $5. A bubble is building up.

4. B sees that the value of land has continued to rise. He also wants to own the land. So he buys the land from A for $4. The payment is by borrowing $2 from C and cancellation of his $2 loan to A. A has cleared his debt and he has the two coins. His net assets are $2. B owns a piece of land that is worth $4 but since he owes $2 to C, his net assets are $2. C loaned $2 to B, so his net assets are $2. The net assets of the country are $6. Keep in mind, that the country has only one piece of land and 2 dollar in circulation. Everybody has made money and everybody feels happy and prosperous.

5. One day an evil wind began to blow. An evil thought came to C. "Hey, what if the land price stops going up, how could B repay my loan. There is only $2 in circulation, I think after all the land that B owns is worth at most $1." A also has the same thought.

6. Nobody wants to buy land anymore. In the end, A owns the two 1-dollar coins; and his net assets are $2. B owes C $2. And the land, that he thought was worth $4, is now worth only $1. His net asset becomes a negative $1. C has loaned 2 dollar to B. But it is a bad debt. Although his net asset is still 2 dollar, his pulse is racing. The net assets of the country are $3 again. Who has stolen the $3 from the country's economy?

Of course, before the bubble burst B thought his land was worth $4. Just before the collapse of the country's economy, the net assets of the country were $6 on paper. B's net assets are still $2, his pulse is racing.

B has no choice but to declare bankruptcy. C has to relinquish his $2 bad debt to B but in return he acquired the land which is worth $1 now. A owns the two 1-dollar coins; his net assets are $2. B is bankrupt. C has no choice but to end up with land worth only $1; he lost one dollar. The net assets of the country are $3.

The country's wealth has been re-distributed. A is the winner; he has gained a dollar. B is the loser; he has lost a dollar. C is lucky that he somehow managed to end up with land that is worth a dollar.

There are some points worth noting:

A. When a bubble is building up, the debt of individuals to one another is also building up.
B. This story of is built around a "closed system" in which there is no other country and hence no foreign debt. The worth of the asset can only be calculated using the island's own currency. Hence, there is no net loss.
C. An "over-damped system" is assumed, meaning that the land's value did not go down below $1 when the bubble burst.
D. When the bubble burst, the fellow with cash is the winner. The fellows having the land or extending loan to others are losers. The assets could shrink or worse, they could become bankrupt.
E. Suppose that there is another citizen D that either holds a dollar or another piece of land, but who refrained from taking part in the game. At the end of the day, he will neither win nor lose. But during then bubble, he will see the value of his money or land going up and down like a see saw.
F. When the bubble was in growing, everybody made money.
G. If you are smart and know that you are in a growing bubble, you may make money by borrowing (like A) and taking part in the game, if and only if you change everything back to cash at the right time.
H. You can easily substitute "land" with "stocks" in this story.
I. The market worth of the land or stocks depends largely on market psychology.

None of the transactions in the story involve any productive activity. Instead, wealth was created entirely from accounting entries and financial transactions